I hate checking my email and only receiving spam. I hate getting an email and then not replying for a long time. I hate pining over something I can't have. I hate never being happy with what I do have. I hate being a packrat. I hate resolving to do something fun and then doing nothing. I hate being antisocial. I hate people. I hate being alone. I hate having to try. I hate when things are too easy. I hate being hungry. I hate being thirsty and not being able to find a clean cup. I hate moving. I hate stagnating. I hate being sad. I hate whining. I hate not letting myself feel. I hate feeling too much. |